1) The Head of the Seagull is Smaller
Confession: I often feel trapped
in my head over-analyzing social situations. Despite being an outgoing person, I
am constantly overthinking the simplest of interactions, leading to mental frustration.
However on Norderney, after the tranquil alone time spent at the Badehaus spa
and self-reflecting on the quite beach, I came to the realization that I have the
capability to choose to “restart” despite already being 2.5 weeks in the
program. Even if other peers have previous judgments of me, both on this program
and back home, it doesn’t matter because each day I can chose to change to be
the person I want to be. I can chose to get out of my head. I love the natural therapies
we learned on this program because they not only focus on your body’s physiology, but more importantly, one's mind and soul.
2) The Ground is Higher Up
As a 21 year old college student, it is so easy to have your daily
thoughts be mostly consumed about yourself. How will this situation effect ME? What
do I want to do with MY life? Ect. For the past year I have been so frustrated
with myself for not thinking more worldly thoughts. However on Norderney, I was
given the opportunity to reconnect to my spirit (while mediating on an empty
coast of the North Sea…casual), and over the 5 days we spent on the island I noticed
my thoughts starting to gear more towards others. And not just others on the
TAMU program, but about global issues. Staring off at the vast coastline, you
recognize just how small you are, one of millions. I definitely feel more
grounded after Norderney.
3) The Beach Poles are Closer Together
SAUNA SISTERzzz!!! After the mud treatment from
the Badehaus, I feel immensely closer to everyone. Nothing like rubbing mud on
your fellow naked Aggie that strengthens your connection to them. During the
spa experience I felt reconnected to my femininity as well. We all looked like aged
bronze statues of goddesses! This united confidence was empowering and brought
all 13 of us closer together.
Beside these 3 intentional adjustments between these photos, there
are probably more differences between the two (due to crappy Photoshop
abilities) that I do not notice. Likewise, there are most likely changes within
myself that others may see that I cannot.Overall, I feel apprehensive to say, “I’ve completely changed into
a better person in the 5 days on Norderney,” but I can say with confidence that
I am not the same person leaving the island as I was arriving.
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