Tuesday, September 04, 2018

A Lifetime of Memories

I'm not too sure that I can accurately put into words all that I experienced this summer and what it has meant to me and how I am forever changed because of it. This summer was way more than seeing some cool places and meeting cool people. I experienced so many different cultures, lived like the Europeans do (at least for a few weeks), and met some of the very best people while traveling and that I got to travel with for a whole six weeks.

Getting off of the plane in Frankfurt was exciting and terrifying all at the same time, and while a great majority of German's speak English, there are a good amount who don't and learning how to navigate a new place with signs that I didn't understand with a language that I didn't speak pushed me so far out of my comfort zone. Slowly but surely as I learned more German and as we had more and more dinners and conversations with our host family, Germany felt less like a place we were simply staying and more like a home away from home. The very first day when Rachel and I had to navigate the tram to class and got lost, it was a blow to the confidence and I surely thought that this is how everyday was going to go, but thankfully I was wrong and with every tram/train ride, I got more and more comfortable with traveling, even traveling by myself one afternoon to go visit my cousin in Koblenz. By the end of week six, I think I could have probably done my daily commute with my eyes closed and felt like I deserved a medal. I loved every minute of the different types of travel and learning how to use them, even though it was frustrating to get lost at times and end up in the wrong place, but with a little trial and error, I made it and then in the following three weeks I was able to navigate my family through Italy and the Paris metro system like a champ. 
All of the excursions and weekend trips taught me so much about myself. My strengths and what I contributed to a group when traveling to all these different places and planning out our days. These places taught me about who I am, and taught me about how big the world is and that the best part of any place was the people that I was with and met along the way. I loved being immersed in a different culture each weekend and trying to find local places that really gave us a good sense of what a place was like and known for. The week we went on excursions with the class were some of my favorite. I loved getting to travel with Dr. Wasser who has such an extensive knowledge of each place we visited and was able to share that knowledge and love for each place so well so that we could share in that. For example, I don't think most of the world knows that Germany has islands or would typically visit them, but Norderney holds a special place in my heart and was honestly one of the best places that we visited. Dr. Wasser loves sauna and has a passion for this little island and the little things like sharing his favorite ice cream shop with us one afternoon, made us all fall in love with the island too.

I loved that learning wasn't confined to a classroom but was in museums and in spas and the streets of Vienna. This unconventional way of learning not only taught us what you can learn on a powerpoint slide or in a textbook, but as we walked the very streets that individuals did with the plague and explored museums that had wax models, we learned more than we ever thought we would. The best things about these classes were that they didn't feel like work. For the first time in a long time, learning was interesting and fun and didn't feel like a chore, but instead learning was mixed with travel and cultural experiences and I looked forward to each and every different museum and experience on the streets of the cities that we were in. Even pharmacology, even though it was so short, was one of the best classes that I have taken at Texas A&M. The class was discussion based and really engaging and was so fun because it made us all think not just memorize information.

On my hero's journey, I would say that I am forever transformed and that I will carry these experiences with me for the rest of my life. It wasn't always easy, getting lost was frustrating, the language barrier was frustrating, my foot blowing up to the size of a bowling ball for unknown reasons was FRUSTRATING, but each time getting lost or hobbling through the streets of Budapest taught me that even though it wasn't picture perfect, it was mine and it was perfect to me. My foot slowed me down and allowed me to realize that experiencing a place wasn't all about seeing everything in the city but was about taking it all in and allowed me to see that the people that I had become friends with weren't simply fair weather/good time friends, but were willing to stick it out with me when things weren't necessarily as fun. I have taken all of these life lessons back with me and have done my best to apply them to my life here. I feel more confident, less stressed because if I could survive there I can survive here and all the little trials that each day brings. I am already itching to go back. I am taking a gap year between undergrad and medical school and would love to live in Europe once more. I know if I do go back it will be different, different people and different experiences so I will hold this one close to my heart forever. Thankfully the best parts about this summer are back in College Station with me. I see the friends that I made just about everyday in my classes and walking around the vet school, and am so grateful that if I ever want to talk about this summer they will never get sick of reliving it with me (unlike all of my other friends who already are). Even traveling those three weeks after the trip ended with my family, I missed the class and traveling with friends, it was so different in a good way, but still different.

Since I have been back these past three weeks in the States, I have grown used to the comforts of home again like air conditioning and ice in drinks and beds that aren't twin sized. I do miss the weather in Germany and not sweating buckets every day, but am happy to be back in a place that I can understand the language.

Germany, I will miss you but see you soon!








Back to the "Normal" World

It has now been almost 2 months, since returning to Texas. Germany, and more specifically Bonn, became a second home to me. It was hard to believe how comfortable I felt getting around Germany, using the trains, ordering food, going shopping, and all the other tasks that you wouldn't think twice about doing back home. But when you first arrive in Europe, everything is just different enough that normal tasks can be intimidating and not just because of the language change. This study abroad has been more than I could have ever imagined. From taking some of my favorite classes- I mean does it get any better than taking the History of Medicine IN Europe- to forming what I hope will be lifelong friendships, this study abroad has been one of the best experiences of my life. I will admit that while it sounded cool, I didn't really believe in the Hero's Journey that Dr. Wasser constantly told us about until I got home. As it turned out the Hero's Journey was the whole reason I went, just not by that name. A huge factor that led to my decision to study abroad was encouragement from my parents because it would be good to get out of my comfort zone. I've known for a long time that I am a creature of habit. I know what I like and I tend to stick to that. After spending so long travelling around Europe, hiking, learning German, meeting new people, and experiencing a whole new culture, I found it hard and boring to return to that "normal", comfortable zone. Germany had become my new "normal." Since coming back, all I've wanted to do is travel! While there are tons of European cities I would love to see and return to, I like my dad's suggestion to "maybe go to a whole new continent" which would be Asia. I've always enjoyed travelling, but not frequently and I tended to be more of a homebody.
I do think there are words to describe how thankful I am to everyone who made this experience amazing. To Dr. Wasser, Dr, Fajt, Alexa, and Henning for making the classes fun and engaging and planning the coolest excursions. To my parents for making this financially possible and encouraging me to go. To my host family for welcoming me and making me feel at home. And to all of the friends I've gained throughout this experience that made me look forward to everyday!








Monday, September 03, 2018

Miss ya, Europe!

Hey everyone! Being back home has been nice, but I really do miss traveling around Europe with my study abroad homies. There have been too many times that I have started to tell a story about my summer and it starts with, “When I studied abroad this summer…”. I think my friends are finally getting to the point where they are tired of hearing about my study abroad adventures, but they are too nice to say anything about it. Just thinking about my study abroad experience makes me happy. I also am so happy that I’ve stayed in contact with the friends I made. 

The program as a whole was honestly so impressive. I had so many once in a lifetime experiences that I will never forget. I look back on all of our class excursions with fond memories and reflect on how much I learned, academically and personally. I loved all of the learning we did while traveling, how we learned about the plague while walking around Vienna, and how we saw many anatomical model collections while in Berlin. This history of medicine aspect was artfully integrated into a lot of what we did. The few weeks of pharmacology was also really interesting. I loved how the class was more discussion and analysis based, rather than requiring students to memorize random pharmaceutical structures. I learned a lot about the set-up of the pharmaceutical industry and the moral debates involved with pharmaceutical manufacturing and experimentation. Every night that we were in Bonn and ate dinner with our host mom, we would come down stairs into the kitchen to help her put things on the table and she would be watching American news. It was interesting and a persistent trend that many Germans were so interested in American news and politics. I gained a new appreciation for being informed and realized the vast impact that America has on the globe. 

My expectations of the program were simply to make friends. And to say my expectations were exceeded is an understatement. I experienced so many cultures and saw so many sights that were absolutely breathtaking. I almost can’t even put into words how much fun I had while traveling. The program was not what I expected but in the best way possible. The study aspect of studying abroad was informative and captivating. It wasn’t like a traditionally classroom set up where there is potential for boredom. The lectures were always entertaining and there was always another excursion to look forward to. 

My Hero’s Journey was definitely transformative. There were some hard times whenever I was homesick or feeling very tired from sleepless nights from weekends of too much adventuring. I think that I was definitely transformed over the program. I feel more independent and confident. I liked being able to navigate the tram and train systems while also researching and booking hotels and hostels. This summer I also learned a lot about team work. Every weekend and during the class excursions we traveled as a group so figuring out where to go, where to stay, and what to do was always a group effort. It was also really interesting to see everyone’s strengths shine through. Some people were good at figuring out cool places to go and some people knew the best and cheapest places to stay. It was a really encouraging experience too because everyone was pretty easy going! The end of my Hero’s Journey was my return to the ‘known’ of Houston, Texas. It was pretty sweet because my sister, niece, and nephew who live in North Carolina came for a surprise visit and my nephew was there to surprise me at the airport, so that was so sweet! 
my lil cutie nephew surprising me at the airport!
Overall, the History of Medicine program was highly impressive, exceeded all of my expectations, and allowed me to have some of the best experiences abroad that I could never have even imagined. 



Saturday, September 01, 2018

Tschüss Deutschland, bis später!

I never could have imagined how impactful my six weeks in Germany would be. I was able to discover a new side of myself, form the strongest friendships, and engulf myself in many different cultures. Every single day was a new and exciting adventure, whether we were relaxing at the biergarten in Bonn or walking 12 miles through Paris. I had some of the happiest moments of my life during my time abroad and I cannot fathom how fast it went by. Before I knew it, we were at our farewell dinner in Berlin and sharing our last night out together.

Living in a foreign country and being away from home for two months came with many obstacles. I had to overcome a significant language barrier, adapt myself to the lack of air conditioning, learn how to work public transportation, and handle situations that I had never faced before. My roommate Madison and I were placed with a host mom who spoke very little English and I often found myself feeling frustrated or helpless due to our only actual conversations being danke or guten morgen. However, this allowed us to find other ways for communication and learn how to interact with individuals that come from a completely different background than ourselves. The German everyday lifestyle was also an adjustment for myself. I am the person who likes to have a detailed schedule for each day and can't stand sitting around, however this was not what happened in Bonn. I had to learn to be okay with just lounging around and not knowing what's next on our agenda. My first week indeed came with many unforeseen struggles, but that is exactly what contributed to the most rewarding experiences.

I arrived to the Frankfurt airport to meet up with 29 other students that I knew little to nothing about. I remember being intimidated and worried that it would be difficult to form friendships in such a short time. But I was so incredibly wrong. Each and every person was caring, genuine, and shared a mutual passion for medicine. Several of these people became who I leaned on, shared countless laughs with, cried with, and traveled all over Europe with. I believe that the strengths of these friendships are due to all of the memories we shared; whether that was dancing through Dublin pubs, our canal cruise in Amsterdam, or sharing countless wine bottles in front of the Eiffel tower. Not one of these experiences would have been the same without my people. During these six weeks, I learned so much about each of them and they became some of the closest relationships in my life.

While abroad it was hard to pause and realize how truly grateful I was for each day. I was able to travel to 10 different countries (Germany, Belgium, Ireland, Netherlands, France, Austria, Hungary, Czech Republic, U.A.E., and Luxemburg) and see parts of the world that I never expected to see this young. Aside from my travels, I also had the opportunity to take courses from the most influential professors, Dr. Wasser and Dr. Fajt. Thank you both taking time to get to know us, teaching us about the diversity within medicine, and being making a foreign place seem much less foreign. Lastly, my time at AIB wouldn’t have been the same with Henning and Alexa. Both of yall made each day and trip more memorable and I cannot thank you enough. Bonn is a city that I will forever consider my second home, even if its 5000 miles away.

Dr. Wasser, I can now say that I have truly seen the transformations of The Heros Journey. I have grown in my independence, become more culturally competent, and have developed new perspectives for my life here in America.

To prospective students: GO ABROAD, change the world, and have the world change you.

Tschüss Deutschland, bis später!

Our daily after school naps in the Hofgarten

Old Town Square in Prague, Czech Republic

Our program in Vienna, Austria

Bavarian Alps in Tegernsee, Germany

My final week in Munich, Germany

Canal cruise in Amsterdam, Netherlands

Night out in Berlin, Germany

Classical concert in Vienna, Austria

Parliament Building in Budapest, Hungary

My solo tour of Frankfurt, Germany

Castle hiking in Braubach, Germany

The cliffs in Howth, Ireland

Grand Place in Brussels, Belgium

Wine cruise in Paris, France