Thursday, September 30, 2010
Retrospective blog
While I would be lying to say that I experienced reverse culture shock, it did take some time getting used to the "normalcies" of home, such as the prices not being what they appear, and the money all being the same color, and my favorite activity, driving. One thing that did take a while to get used to was cooking my own meals (thanks Gertrude :)) and trying to get back into a workout schedule. Well that's about all about the most fun summer I have (and probably will have) had ever.
Wish I was back in Europe - Final Blog Posting
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Travelling to Europe was the best experience of my life! I didn’t really think I was going to change after the trip, I thought I was going to come out with great memories and friends. This trip impacted me in ways I could have not imagined. The most challenging thing in Europe was the language. I had a hard time trying to speak and understand German. I am usually quick in picking up languages but German proved to be very difficult. I used to get mad at my parents because they cannot speak English fluently after living in the United States for almost twenty years. I can now see and understand why they had such a hard time learning a language like English that usually makes no sense.
The most noticeable change I have noticed is my confidence and independence. While in Europe, there were times I could only depend on myself to get to places or figure something out. I have always depended on someone to help me in difficult situations. Also, when I would tell my mom I was going to do something challenging or different, she would always tell me I was not going to be able to do it. For example when I told her I was going to take the bus to get from my host home to school she thought I was going to get lost because I would not understand the language or the transportation system. I have always doubted my abilities to accomplish things that have not been done by my four over achieving older sisters. My mom would kill me if she found out I went to Paris all by myself and stayed in a hostel sharing a room with two random guys. But at least now I know I am capable of traveling on my own and I can't wait to do it again.
I have also realized I take more risks now. OK so some people would not consider going to the lake a risk, but I do since I do not know how to swim. I lost my fear of water after I went canyoning in Switzerland.
I have also noticed I walk to more places more often; before I would never consider walking from west campus to the Gateway apartments. I find myself making this trip about twice a week. There are times I just feel like walking. I did A LOT of walking in Europe, especially in Paris. I walked almost across the entire city. Now it seems like there is no distance too long to walk.
I have also taken initiative to learn German. I downloaded an app to my iphone that teaches me simple German words and phrases. I am saving money to buy the Rosetta Stone program to learn the proper grammar.
I find myself thinking about my time in Europe almost every day. Sometimes I wish I could just jump on a plane and be back in Bonn with my host family. I plan on going back to Europe really soon. If my summer is free next year and if I have saved up enough money for a flight, I will return to Germany. My host mom already offered her home and even a job. I hope I can take my parents to Germany so they can see it is not as dangerous as they believed.
Im glad my bike did not kill me
Berlin has the most history than any of the other cities we have visited. I wish we could spend A LOT more time here. There is soooo much shopping to do here. The cutest thing I have seen in Europe has to be the little crossing men and women in East Berlin. It seems that I often wish I could spend more time in all of these places. That just means I have to revisit when I come back to Germany. I will definitely go back to Dresden. That city is so beautiful. I really wanted to go into the palace but it was not part of the tour. The museum we visited there was great. Time went by really fast.
The Berlin on bike tour was very exciting and scary at the same time. I was really nervous about riding a bike in the streets. The bike seemed a little big for me but I managed alright.
I finally understand some of the history of Berlin that i was never quite able to grasp. Not until my visit did I really understand what the Berlin Wall was about. We visited several museums, The Topography of Terror Museum, however, had the greatest impact on me.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Bonn
I really enjoyed my last week in Bonn. I will be sad to leave the city and my host family. My favorite part of the week, besides the surgery mentioned in the last blog, is the cruise of the Rhine and the trip to the Haus der Geschichte. The museum was awesome. There was so much to see, I wish we could have spent more time there. The trip along the Rhine was very chilly but still fun. I really enjoyed lunch and the wine tasting at the restaurant. I learned my lesson from Vienna and only had a little bit of wine. I did not like all of the wines, only the second one, unfortunately that was not one I could buy. One of my most memorable moments my last week in Bonn was a bike ride with my host mom along the Sieg River and the countryside. At one point we passed by two gentlemen riding horses with cowboy hats. For a moment I thought I was back in Texas.
Surgery and Haribo
The surgery was very exciting!!! I’m glad we got to witness a surgery since we were not able to at the cardiac center. I witnessed 2 surgeries that day; one laparoscopic shoulder surgery and a laparoscopic knee surgery. I thought I was going to be able to handle the surgeries just fine since I have no problems with blood or anything. In the first surgery, the surgeon made a small incision on the shoulder and then struggled with the instrument to get it inside the shoulder joint. It looked painful. Blood was pouring out of the incision. I suddenly felt sick to my stomach. I did not want to walk out and miss out on a surgery so I tried to ignore my stomach. I was in the room with two other girls who did not speak English very well and the surgeon was mainly talking to them in German so I did not understand him at all. Halfway through the surgery I began to feel dizzy, the room was cold and I was sweating profusely. According to the girls in the room with me, I was extremely pale. I did not want to leave because the surgeon was about to open the patient to expose the joint since he could not finish laparoscopically but I had to. I can’t really explain what happened but I was really mad at myself. I took a little break and then went back for the second surgery and was fine for the rest of the time. I really enjoyed the second surgery. The smell of burning flesh filled the room, it was really bad. The surgeon compared himself to Yoda from Star Wars and his instrument was his light saber. I wish I could have stayed for a third surgery. I could have found my way back to school and I did not have to go to the Haribo store. I am glad we went to the store though. I bought too much candy though.
Praha
Dӧner!!!
Vienna Blog - July 12 - 16
It seems that the hottest place in Europe is Vienna! There is no way to cool down. The hotel room offers no relief from the heat. Vienna is a pretty city with lots to see and do. I really enjoyed the operetta; although getting there was neither fun nor easy in heels. But I like that we were all dressed up for this event. The operetta itself was hard to follow at some point, even with the subtitles. The Freud museum and lecture were awesome, but my favorite museums from Vienna have to be the Josephinum and the Narrenturm. I wish we could have spent a little more time there.
The tour of the city was interesting, but it was hard to pay attention because I was hot and tired. All the walking has been hurting my feet. I spent a lot of my free time and money shopping with Kathryn at H&M and other stores.
The best memory I will carry with me from Vienna is the Dӧner. It was here where I first tasted this culinary masterpiece. I like to try new things. I tried a lot of new things in Vienna: goulash, Wiener schnitzel, and some other things at that restaurant where you pay what you want. My second favorite meal in Vienna was a schnitzel I had at the restaurant across the street from the cemetery. I had a rolled schnitzel with a spicy bean filling and breaded with what seemed crushed corn flakes. It was amazing!! The Dӧner takes it all away though. I will never forget my first Dӧner. I would write an ode to the Dӧner if i was poetically gifted.
Final Blog Posting of the Trip
While Germany was a great experience and a lot of fun, I will admit it was a sigh of relief to walk in the airport in Houston and see “Welcome to the United States of America!”. It felt SO good to be home. Germany was awesome along with all the countries that we visited and the people that we met. The Netherlands, Switzerland, Czech Republic, and Austria were each amazing in their own ways. In each country I thought of a town/location that I could compare it to that was back at home. The Netherlands had some crazy people and had sort of an “Austin-feel” to it. While it was nothing like Austin, I thought that’s as close to the Netherlands I had experienced before. Czech Republic was cheap and fun. I still remember getting a salmon dinner for $6! Austria was quite fashionable and had so much culture thrown in as well. (Not to mention the Wiener Schnitzel was the best!) However, my favorite part looking back was experiencing Switzerland’s beauty. Colorado MAY be able to give it a run for its money but everything about it was so pretty and outdoorsy. (No wonder they weren’t as overweight as Americans!)
So many things were learned and experienced in the weeks that I was abroad and I’m thankful for every one. I gained a lot of knowledge through the program and culture exposure. However, with all that being said, America just feels like home. It’s got family and familiar languages and faces. There’s a comfort to it that I never knew it had. The overall thing I learned from studying abroad is just how blessed I am to live in such a wonderful country. I didn’t know how much I took for granted until I experienced what others had. I’m not saying what they had was bad or trashy, it was just different than what I’m used to. Americans are luxurious, lazy, and many times wasteful, but the way I see it, every culture has its ups and downs. I’m extremely grateful that I got to experience the different cultures and lifestyles to compare my everyday life to. It has changed my outlook on America and the world in general. I would HIGHLY recommend studying abroad to anyone who was interested.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Retrospective Blog
I am now keenly aware of how unsettling it can be to arrive in a foreign country not really knowing anyone and not speaking the language. I am inexpressibly grateful to those people that went out of their way to make my time in Germany and Europe a truly wonderful experience. A week after I arrived back in the United States I went to the International Student BBQ that I was emailed about. At this event I met many students experiencing the same things that I had experienced just six weeks prior. They were uncomfortable, a little awkward and looking for something familiar. I met four or five students from Europe that are studying here for a semester or a year, and I have tried to help out a little in making their experience here as memorable as mine was in their part of the world. I have subsequently met at least ten other students from Europe that are studying at A&M, and I have had a great time getting to know them and answering their questions about Texas and the United States. While they are much better equipped than I was for a stint in a foreign country I know that it is comforting sometimes to have someone that is a resident of the host country that can take you somewhere or help you solve a problem. Nils did this multiple times for all of us and went above and beyond to ensure that we had a good time and any problems we encountered were handled even when the problems were the result of something stupid that we had done. I have emailed my host parents a few times, and I hope to remain in contact with them as time goes on. They are truly remarkable people, and I hope one day that they are able to come to the United States, and I can return some of the hospitality that they have shown me.
I have also gained a more acute awareness regarding world events. I find that I often look at world news and see what else is happening in the world despite the sense of isolation and desensitization that I think many Americans acquire by being so geographically distant only experiencing our forms of media (TV, sports, movies, etc.). I am more aware of how Americans and Texans are perceived by the rest of the world, and I think that has made me better able to understand some of the issues the rest of the world has with our culture. I cannot wait to return to Europe and especially to Germany to visit with the friends (American sense of the word) that I made while staying there. I again would like to thank Dr. Wasser, Nils, and all of the AIB staff that worked so hard to create such an amazing program that is enlightening in so many ways.
Looking Back
After being back in the states for over a month or so, things have returned to normal for the most part. To be honest I haven’t made any life style or drastic changes since returning from Europe, I’ve been slowly acclimating back to my US lifestyle. I must admit that I do miss Europe a lot and often find myself daydreaming about being back in Germany. I miss the culture, the beer, and the public transportation (although it does feel good to drive my own car again). Probably what I miss the most was the carefree attitude I adopted while I was in Europe. Even though we were always busy and always traveling it was still a relaxing time.
I learned an awful lot from my month abroad, like how to use public transportation in different countries, a great deal of medical history and German history, and a lot about myself. When I first got off the plane (arriving to Germany) I had no clue how to exchange money, buy a train ticket, nor did I know how to get around. However, if I were put in that same situation after having spent a month in Europe I would have no problem accomplishing this. I have become a much more experienced and wiser traveler. I also found that my experiences while abroad focused me toward my goal to become a physician. For some reason, being exposed to the medical field/health care in Germany further solidified my desire to pursue a career in medicine. Traveling to all the hospitals, research facilities, health science centers and all the other field trips we went on allowed me to view health care in a whole new light; it provided me with new insight into the profession that I desire to become a part of by allowing me to compare/contrast the various health care systems in the world.
Despite the fact that our group was half the size of all the previous study abroad groups (which was worrisome at first) turned out to be just fine. We all became really good friends and we had a great time with one another. In fact, having a small group probably had some benefits. We were able to visit places a bigger group probably would not have been able to go to and b/c of the size of group the tours that we took were more personal. However, big group or small group, it would be hard to find a way to not enjoy yourself while in Germany/Europe.
In conclusion, this study abroad experience was something that I will remember for a lifetime. My experiences on this trip have opened the doors for other opportunities such as more traveling or studying/ working abroad at some other time in my life. My eyes were opened to a completely different world outside of Texas. I had a wonderful time and cannot wait to go back to Germany.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Post Trip Blog
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Retrospective Blog
Although I miss Europe a lot, I hear Germany is having bad weather already with all of the rain so I am thankful for the sun. I made a pact with myself while in Germany that I would allow myself to miss Germany/Europe whenever but only be sad one day and other than that I must remember it fondly and enjoy my life here because I have it really great here as well. I kind of consider Germany as a break and a fresh start for me. I had a rough past couple of years but it was so refreshing to experience everything that we experienced on this study abroad. I really feel like I found myself again on this trip and am back to being the me that I like. I can say happily that I am having a great year so far and the best part has been looking forward to the future, making new friends, remembering great times in Europe, and making plans to travel again.
On that note, as of right now I am planning on working abroad for a year when I graduate then coming back and finishing up my masters or go to medical school, whatever life throws at me. For the first time since starting college, I have no concern about what I am going to do when I graduate. I am too young to decide right now and there are way too many options out there! All I know is that I want to travel so mine as well try and find a job abroad and see where it takes me. I would love to go back to Germany, but I would have to know German pretty well to work there. I was thinking about Australia and Sebastian told me that it is pretty easy to get a work visa in Australia and you can stay for a year, even up to two. I love Sebas, he is a pretty great friend and very schfunny :) I enjoy getting to talk to him and know him better even though we are a world apart. Hopefully he will come to Texas and be a farmer asap :D
I really miss our little group that went on the trip together. We really were an interesting group and a lot of fun, I think. I hope that we will have a reunion as soon as possible! It is really exciting to see someone on campus from the trip and it just brings back great memories :)
It really is hard to express how amazing this trip was and what it sparked in me. I didn't even realize how much it has changed me until I did the follow up questionnaire and it asked me questions like "do you think about traveling now; would you be comfortable moving to another place now; do you want to learn a new language now; do you follow foreign events now"...etc. And my answers were definitely yes. I also just see a new side of me. Some habits die hard but in general I am more care free (a good kind), fun, happy and positive (being negative is one of the habits that dies hard), and I have already started saving money again to travel! :). I feel confident that the opportunity will present itself again, and I will not hesitate to say no. Leaving my family would be the hardest part.
This trip was the time of my life and nothing compares so far. The experience I gained in the medical field was amazing and just the cultural experience alone will be something to remember forever. I will never forget it and the person it made me. I am so thankful to my family members that helped make this trip possible for me. My family is so amazing and I hope they know how much this trip meant to me and how it has truly changed my life. I can't express in a blog how grateful I am or how much I loved this trip or how much it really changed me. But believe me, it is a lot. I love you family, I love you Germany, I love you new friends!
ENDE :)
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
Praha 23-25 July 2010
Wien Second Part
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
Vienna First Part of the Week
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Switzerland (7/16/10-7/18/10)
Hannover (7/15/10)
After leaving Hannover we went back to Bonn and stayed the night and prepared to leave to go to Switzerland the next morning.
Hannover/Bad Oeynhausen (7/12/10-7/14/10)
On Tuesday we left Bonn to go to Bad Oeynhausen and tour a hostpital. It was a very nice hospital with a wing specifically designed for children. I was impressed with the thought that had been to put into the design of the section. There was a window in the ceiling so that small children could see their siblings through the floor if they were too young to visit them or if they were too sick. The doctor that gave the tour was very informative and was willing to answer any questions we had. The bioengineers got a presentation from the pump technicians about the various types of VADs that have been used over the years. These guys were extremely knowledgeable and made a lot of jokes with us about their work and stuff. I do research on VADs, and I found this part of the day to be the most interesting because I had more background on the subject.
On Wednesday we were in Hannover, and we went to tour the medical school. The first doctor we met was a head of a department, and he asked us about our system of medicine and our thoughts on the German/European system. He brought up some interesting questions about healthcare and exposed some of the weaknesses in both systems. The next doctor was one of my favorite guides of the trip. He was a nephrologist, and he really involved us in his lecture by quizzing us and making us consider many different situations. We then walked through the hospital and met a patient undergoing dialysis. He explained the dialysis machine's parts and functions and questioned us about why certain aspects were important to its function. That night in Hannover some of us went out to a club called "Zazzy" and met some German people our age. It was a lot of fun, and I wish we could have stayed a little longer to meet more people.