Tuesday, March 30, 2010
The End is Only the Beginning!
The material learned on the trip inside the hospitals has been much more helpful to my current studies than I ever expected. To be able to visualize a working clinical dialysis machine when learning about it in class forces the material to stick better. I find myself not being grossed out by smells anymore either. Nothing is worse than a necropsy or rectal exam! It's nice to see the faces of patients with recently implanted heart pumps and know that my field of study will make a difference in someone's life.
Now, I never see a pug now without thinking of Olaf. His obsession with dogs is like nothing I've ever seen in America, and the strange thing is that most Germans are just like him! Isn't this the CUTEST? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgS3nJztGSg
One of the biggest things I miss about Germany is the public transportation system. I'll be driving the 2 hour drive to my mother's house thinking, "If I lived in Germany, I could be sleeping on the train right now!" I can't imagine why passenger trains aren't as big here as they are in Europe. Train stations are so convenient. If I need some soap, I could just pick it up at the train station on my way to school. It's amazing how little elementary school kids ride the tram like it's no big deal.
Some things I am happy to return to are: free water, waiter tips (a simple doubling of the tax), free refills, flip flops, shorts, the SUN
Some things I miss from Germany are: Snow, Snowballs, Snowball fights, Snowmen, Snowgirls, friendly Germans, Olaf, city life, Foreign Girls, free healthcare, no sales tax, cheap German beer.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
A Time To Remember
It is still hard to grasp that only 6 weeks ago i was trudging through the deep snow in Europe! Its even more incredible that it has snowed twice in Texas since then! My time in Germany was an irreplaceable experience that I constantly find myself reflecting on. It was incredible to be able to travel a foreign country with my peers and absolutely incredible guides in Dr.Wasser and Olaf, who I hope I will continue to keep in touch with. It all seems like a sweet dream now, but I have evidence of with through the friendships I continue to maintain with some of the people from the trip. I thoroughly enjoyed my study abroad experience and dearly hope that I will be able to travel to Germany again to once again experience the beautiful culture and see my friend Olaf once again.
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Anyone ready for a trip back?
Wow, I can’t believe I have been back in the states for over six weeks. It seems like just last week we were all trudging through the snow in Germany. I have lived in Texas my whole life so before going to Germany I think I could have counted the number of times I saw snow in my lifetime on one hand. So living in Germany for 2 ½ weeks with snow on the ground every day was quite a shock to me. I thought I had received enough snow for lifetime (or at least for Texan’s lifetime) while in Europe. But what do you know it has already snowed two times in Texas since I have been back, what are the odds right? Crazy Texas Weather!!
It still seems like a dream that six weeks ago I was touring the Louvre in France, standing on the first deck of the Eiffel tower, observing an open heart surgery standing two feet away from the surgeon, along with the countless other amazing tours and museums we attended. My dad is quite the history buff so anytime he is watching television it is either on the History Channel or the Military Channel. He is so fascinated by all the stories and places I visited while in Europe that every time I come home he has a new show recorded for me and he can’t wait to show it to me. The last one he showed me was of tanks fighting in Cologne. In the background clearly visible were the two steeples of the Cologne Cathedral. It was crazy to me watching these men fight where I had stood only a few short weeks ago. That is one of the main things I really loved about Germany, is the rich history. I would have never believed I would be so fascinated by history until my visit to Europe.
There are many things that I miss about Germany, the friendly people, constantly trying new food, German beer (which we tried here but it is definitely not the same), not having a care in the world, and the fascination of interacting and conversing with people my age in another culture.
My trip to Europe has changed me in more ways that I can think of. It has opened my eyes to world of possibilities out there. Growing up with a mom who has polio I never really traveled anywhere so I always assumed that I would grow up, get a job and move back some where close to family. While my family still means the world to me, I have this newfound love for traveling and want to incorporate it into whatever I decided to do with my life. I constantly find myself replying to people “danke” instead of thank you, and my clock is still set to military time, I have grown pretty accustomed to it now.
I had a fabulous time, made some of the greatest memories with two of my best friends, and made a few great German friends while on this trip in Europe. I learned a lot about myself, the history of medicine, and about Germany itself during this trip and would recommend it to anyone wanting to travel abroad. My roommate has never been abroad so this August her and I are traveling to Spain to visit one of our friends and then we are going to make our way through Germany! Can’t wait to go back :)
Cait
Monday, March 08, 2010
Time Flies
It’s half way through spring semester and it seems like only a week or so ago I was traveling all throughout Europe. It’s still hard for me to fathom the fact that I’ve seen the Eiffel tower, I celebrated New Year’s in Berlin, and visited the Schonbrunn Palace in Vienna. I still can’t believe I was at one point elbow deep in a cow or that I was only a few feet from an exposed and beating human heart. I could go on and on about all the amazing things I saw and experienced. In fact talking about this trip seems to creep into my everyday conversation and is something I will truly never forget. People are usually very surprised by some of the things we were able to do.
There are an endless number of things I learned on this trip. I learned that I actually do enjoy some history; in fact anytime my history teacher mentions Germany I perk up a bit and usually know what he’s talking about. I learned how to deal with different types of people- whether it be people you travel with and are around for 3 three weeks (no offense to anyone!), those who don’t speak the same language as you, or those who are just plain rude. I even learned more about myself. I’ve learned to be more open and accepting to new ideas, as well as trying new things. As my title of this blog says, time flies- so I’ve learned that you need to take amazing opportunities like this trip when they come and to embrace it while it lasts. I don’t know when I’ll have another chance to go on a trip as amazing as this was.
I have enjoyed being back in America, not living out of a suitcase, and being able to see my family, though I do miss so many things about Europe, especially Germany. I miss attempting to read German signs and menus, I miss the subways (it was quite difficult to drive for the first time after returning home!), I miss trying new types of food, I miss German beer, I miss talking to natives and listening to their opinions and learning about their way of life, I basically miss everything about this trip. Well, except trudging through the snow on a daily basis. I’m originally from Chicago and have thought about going back there for graduate school, but now I don’t know if I could handle 5 years of snow!!!!
Since there were so many things I loved, it makes me think about all the other things I’m “missing out on”. There’s so much more out there that I can learn about and experience. I’ve always loved traveling, but now my love for traveling is on a whole other level. I’d love to definitely travel back to Germany as well as many other countries. Hopefully I can fit this in sometime in the near future before I have to face the reality of having a career, bills, and even bigger responsibilities. This trip has also made me think about my future. I’d like to incorporate international learning and interaction into my future. I wouldn’t mind traveling for “business” (whatever it is that I wind up doing) and working with people in another country. This trip has made me look at the bigger picture. I was so used to thinking America was the best and not worrying about other countries. Now I can see and appreciate the importance of working with other countries- it’s amazing how much you can learn from them.
I’d like to thank Dr. Wasser, Olaf, Dr. Roussel, all the AIB staff, and anyone else that helped make this trip possible. It was truly a once in a lifetime experience that I will never forget and would recommend to anyone!!!
Friday, March 05, 2010
Home Sweet... Wait is that snow??!
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
Bittersweet Farewell
But besides the negativity of losing all those pictures, the internal memories of my experience will never vanish. I never thought visiting a foreign country could be so enchanting. Upon my departure from the states, I didn’t know what to expect. I was excited, yet anxious and scared all together. Experiencing the trip with my fellow classmates definitely made the experience more adventurous. I was able to explore new places while simultaneously meeting new people. I will never forget Olaf, and of course Cosmo. As a life lesson, I’ve learned that there’s a whole other world out there, with many different people: different colors, different backgrounds, and different values. But what we all have in common is our mere existence. Simple, but you never think about those things when you’re caught up in your very own world.
So how about those programs? Man, there were so many. Probably can’t remember them all if I tried. I must say my favorite was being able to stand on the operating floor with actual surgeons to see an artificial heart transplant. You can’t place a value on that. And let’s not forget my very own visit to the eye doctor. I’ll never forget that. When I reminisce on what information may be useful to my future career as a physician, the “telemedicine” presentation comes to mind. Upon further visiting UTMB, the school into which I will matriculate into in the fall, I learned that they have a telemedicine program. I would have never known what this meant or what telemedicine was without that presentation. And although I am still skeptical about telemedicine, I find it intriguing that one day I may possibly use telemedicine within my own practice.
Clearly, I cannot sum up my whole experience within this one blog; however I can openly admit that I enjoyed every minute in Europe. The culture, food, and people were all different, yet the experience was worth the hassle of trying to speak the German language and “schnell-ing” when trying to fight to board a train. Do I miss Europe? Yes, with no doubt in my mind. Do I plan on returning? Yes, and as soon as possible. The most influential impact this trip had on my future was my decision to take the “Global Health” track in medical school. I want to learn even more about the rest of the world that’s out there and continue to help those that are different from me…both here in the states and abroad.
I’d like to thank Dr. Wasser and Dr. Rousell once again for their divine wisdom and the opportunity to study abroad…and Olaf for keeping me laughing. I also would like to thank all my fellow classmates for the good times, and even some of the bad ones. Once again, I hold this experience dear and will never forget all that I saw, tasted, and especially, what I learned, inside and outside the classroom. Although I have no pictures of my own to remember each and every little experience, I still hold my experience in Europe close to my heart. Farewell…for now.
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Back home
Monday, March 01, 2010
Back in Texas
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Study Abroad trip final thoughts
In the time I have been home I have slowly been making comparisons to the life over there and to life back home. The first noticeable difference between Germany and Texas is the lack of public transportation. The system in Germany was very efficient and seemed to get everyone where they needed to go without too many problems. In Texas this kind of system in my opinion wouldn't work on a large scale. It works decent enough on a small scale and a good example is the university bus system. To simply put it the state is just too large for there to be an effective train system. I found it kind of funny that some of the people we met there found 2 and a half hours to be a long drive ( the time it takes for me to go from College Station to my hometown).
The most noticeable difference between Texas and Germany was obviously the weather. With the exception of the first few days in Bonn the temperatures were below freezing and there was snow everywhere. I got pretty good at dressing for the cold and walking in the snow. For about 3 days the snow was cool and then it go to the point were it was slight annoying. I understood how much more difficult having to deal with snow all the time can make things. Then again the culture over there is used to colder winters and they know how to deal with everything. I'm sure after about 3 days they would get pretty tired of the Texas summer heat. The other day it actually snowed here in College Station. I didn't have the same reaction that everyone else in the city did. It wasn't as big of deal for me since I in snow for 3 weeks.
The three weeks I spent in Europe was an amazing experience, its not too often you get the chance totally immerse yourself in another culture and see things from another viewpoint. I had a great time while I was over there and I do home to be lucky enough to return one day, maybe this time in the summer. To all the students who are reading this and trying to decide if they want go abroad. I would say do it. You never know when you may get an opportunity like this and it is worth everyminute.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Post-Trip
It's been a little over a month since the end of the trip, and it took a little while to get back into the groove of being in school and the new sleeping schedule. I find myself a little nostalgic of the trip, but I really am glad to be back in the United States, back to a home and free water. I would definitely love to go back to Germany sometime soon, but I would much rather it be a situation where I could spend more time in one place and really get to know it.
I feel like I have learned so much from this trip, least of which is an appreciation for Europe, especially Germany. There were several situations in which I found myself wondering how I could have been so narrow-minded in the past regarding foreign views and concerns, but every time I learned more about the situations surrounding Germany and everything the country went through. The stereotype that often comes with Germany is truly sad, and in retrospect I can easily see that the whole thing is far from the truth. The entire trip, I was always met with hospitality, and never the hostility that others may expect.
Not only that, but the trip has inspired me to take so many more trips out of the country, the first of which, I hope, will be to Italy within the next year or so. I've already gotten the Rosetta stone for Italian and I plan on signing up for classes next semester to start learning as much as I can. Language is so beautiful and diverse that I would feel ignorant not to learn as many as possible. Already a bilingual, I feel the task would be a little easier, but I know that it won't be a cakewalk, and I cannot wait to get started.
The program has taught me so much about respect for other countries, for other cultures, for other languages, and especially for other people in general. I had a lot of fun and made so many memories. I'm really glad I went and I know that the whole thing will change my life forever.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Back in Texas
Almost every day, something happens that reminds me of my time abroad. I love Germany! Every day was an adventure. I liked experiencing snow for the first time. However, I missed seeing the sun. The public transportation was really convenient. When I returned to the states, I enjoyed driving my truck at first, but now it’s a pain to have to drive everywhere. Also, people in college station cannot drive as well as the people on the autobahn. I don’t know why we can’t drive like that. You can only pass on the left and then you get over. It’s so easy! Oh, well. I’m glad I get to cook my own food now. The hardest and most tiring part of the program was eating out every meal.
Hopefully I'll be back soon!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Last two days
The next day, the last day was one of the easier days of the program. We took a walking tour of the city with Dr. Wasser and afterwords hung out with a student named Anna that goes to medical school in Vienna. She had spent time in Texas so she able to understand out version of English which was pretty cool. That night we had the farewell dinner and I ordered really good. I think I might have eaten the best meal of the entire trip that night. The next morning the trip was over as we all left to fly home. I have to say I had a great time and I would definitely go back, maybe in the summer next time
Goodbye
I can’t believe I get on a plane back to the states in less than 10 hours; these past three weeks have flown by. I’m already planning my next trip back to Germany. It has been an eventful last week abroad. Vienna, Austria is my second favorite place we have visited on this trip and is such a beautiful city.
The visit to Stephen’s Cathedral and the catacombs was very interesting. It is crazy that below where so many people worship there are sitting thousands of skeletons. It was creepy to see the mass graves of people who died from the plague. It is unbelievable that thousands of people were wiped out from one viruses.
Another very interesting place we visited was the wax models. They were so real and depicted the parts of the body, organs, and lymphatic systems so visibly. Although, something Dr.Wasser and the guide pointed out that was very interesting was that 90% of the models are male. The only time women are shown is in the OB section or the different parts of her body that are absent in males.
The Tower of Fools was kind of insightful, creepy, and sad all at the same time. The lady explained to us that what we were going to see were extreme cases, but even so these parts of skeletons were once upon time real living people. The part that captured my attention the most was the first case of skeletons she showed us. There were two small skeletal bodies not much longer than my forearm. She explained that these were two sisters who were in there 20’s when they died. They had the disease rickets, which is now easily cured by vitamins. I can’t even imagine what it would have been like to have lived like that, or how much pain they must have been in. Even though it was an incredibly sad place, it is also very uplifting that most of the cases no longer exist because medicine has evolved to help or cure most them.
Meeting Anna and visiting their medical school was really cool. It is so hard to comprehend that she is one year older than me and is in her 5th year of medical school. I really wish that the U.S. would model their educations system more like theirs.
Heart Surgery
Today has definitely been my favorite part of the trip so far. We went to the teaching hospital, where we were allowed into the operating theatre to observe a surgery. In America something like this would never be allowed for either American students of foreign students.
I was in the second group, which went to the operating theatre in the second half of the day. First we were given a lecture by a researcher. It was very interesting, although he lost me after about 5 or 10 minutes. He kept my attention though, because he was so passionate in what he was talking about. I really hope with whatever I choose to do, after 30 years I can still be that passionate that I am making a difference some how. Next we went and viewed their telemedicine department. Before this trip I have only vaguely heard of telemedicine. I didn’t really know anything about it, just merely had heard the word before. I believe that it is an amazing new technique in medicine. Their telemedicine is mostly based on cardiac patients. They receive a small circular disk with pads that attach to their chest. After they attach their pads they press the start button on the disk and it provides an ECG that is then transmitted by phone to an on-call doctor. This can provide comfort to the patient that they are okay, or the Doctor can tell them they need to come in immediately. I think it is remarkable, and can’t wait til it becomes more popular in the U.S because I think it can be a tremendous help to older patients who are often times worried about their health constantly.
After lunch we headed to the operating theatres. We wondered through the hospital and then all of sudden we were there. It was just a hallway that looked like all the others in the Hospital. If we hadn’t been escorted there I would have definitely passed it up. A lady popped her head out of the door and asked all the girls to come in the room to get ready to go into the operating room. We were given scrubs, both top and bottom; along with a cap, mask, and rubber shoes. After this we were allowed to enter the operating room. It still surprises me that we did not have to scrub down or sterilize. It just seems unsanitary to me that a person is cut open and we didn’t even have to wash our hands. Janelle and I went into operating room 1 where an older woman on dialysis was receiving a bypass. After about 15 minutes we were allowed up on the platform with the anesthesiologist to observe the surgery. The surgeon explained to us what was going on and told us that it was a special case just for the “Texans”. It was special case because she was receiving a quadruple bypass, which he said was not very common. I thought seeing the chest separated, or the heart lying there visible would make me uneasy. However, I was amazed more than anything. I was always told that heart was about as big your closed fist. This was definitely not true for this lady, her heart was bigger than three of fists and was all white (fat). It was amazing to sit there and watch an actual visible heard contract and beat. The surgeon was confident and cracking jokes while cutting on her heart; they are by far the most talented and gifted people. He explained to us how he inserted the grafts. He first put what he called “the octopus” on her heart, which looked like a big U with 6 suction cups on it. This stopped the movement of the heart where he placed that octopus which the allowed him to insert the graft. We were only able to see him do one of the four bypasses before we had to leave. But it was definitely one of the most unforgettable experiences of my life. How the body works and how medicine has evolved to fix problems is just so extraordinary.
Bonjour
So, this morning we got back to the hotel at 8:05, 25 minutes to spare. It was quite an adventure from the very beginning. There are so many trains that were able to take us from Hannover to Paris, but we finally decided on the direct overnight train that left Hannover HBF at 10:15 and arrived in Paris at 9 in the morning. We all went out dinner then headed home to pack before leaving for the weekend. I looked at the clock and realized it was 9:50, which meant our train for Paris was leaving in less than 30 minutes. We scrambled the rest of our things together and sprinted to the train station. We arrive at Hannover HBF at 10:12, barely on time. Our train wasn’t there yet, but we decided to wait up on the platform just in case. However, we soon find out that Joanna left her eurorail pass back at the hotel. So she runs back to get it and makes it back to the train station in under 15 minutes, which I might say should be a record time. We’re really confused because I stayed up on the platform and the train never came. So we decide to go talk to the DB help station and he says RUN the train is about to leave from platform 4. So we do exactly as he says, we run to platform 4 hop on the train and soon as I get the suitcase in the train takes off, we made it barely in time. So, we’re finally on the train but we have no idea where to sit because we didn’t make reservations. A train man comes walking down the hallway and we ask him where to sit and he said, “ Do you have reservations”, we say “No”. He then repeats “No reservations” and we reply, “No.” He was very confused but definitely the nicest train person we’ve met. He explained to us that to ride on the overnight train you have to make a reservations, however he told us we could just pay him and he would let us sleep in the cabin.
We finally arrive in Paris and go drop off our luggage at the “Aloha Hostel”. Then it was time to go explore the city. We started our adventure at the arc de triumph and then pretended we could go shopping down the street champs de elyss. After lunch we decided to go see the Eiffel tower, which I must admit I was most excited about. The Eiffel tower is the iconic image every person thinks of when they hear of Paris, France. We get off the train and maneuver our way towards it. There were street people everywhere following us, beginning us to buy their souvenirs. Unfortunately, it was really icy and cold so they only allowed us to go the first viewing deck of the Eiffel tower. It was still an amazing view, something I definitely will never forget. The next day we went and toured The Louvre, It is an immense gallery of art that would take someone a week to actually read and see every masterpiece. However, we only had two hours to tour so we hit the highlights, the winged victory, mona lisa, and a few others. After we were done at The Louvre we headed to the train station to catch a train back to Hannover.
Well to keep it short the train station hated us. Even though we had a eurorail pass they told us there was no way we could make it back to Hannover or Koln that day. So, we ended up buying a 74 euro ticket just to be able to leave France and go back to Koln. From Koln we took the train to Bonn. However, our train didn’t leave from Bonn til 1:30 in the morning. So we decided to make the best of our night and headed to our favorite place in Bonn, Billa-Bonn.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Vienna Vienna Vienna
I can’t believe I will soon be departing from Austria after spending three marvelous weeks throughout Europe. Austria is by far different compared to the German cities I’ve visited. I must say the people are exceedingly unfriendly and the town seems very “antique”…if that make any sense. Being sick for two days while visiting didn’t help adjusting to the angry environment.
I enjoyed visiting the Medical University of Vienna, however. Professor März’s presentation on medical education in Austria was quite interesting considering my recent acceptance into medical school. Our education systems are so different; it’s intriguing. Unlike Texas medical schools, Austrian medical schools do not interview applicants, review essays or ask about the applicant’s motivation. Austrian students also only have to pay about 16€ per semester. There are even more differences in the grading scale and testing system. Makes me question the comparative quality of American physicians versus international physicians. There seems to be no such comparison.
I also enjoyed the Freud Haus Museum. I find it amazing to have stood in the house in which Freud lived and carried out his practice, especially with my minor being psychology. However, the ultimate highlight of my stay in Vienna was our visit to the State Opera. What an experience! I enjoyed every minute of the 3 hour performance. “Le Nozze di Figaro”, the name of the opera play, was composed my Mozart. The music, the settings, the plot, the actors and actresses…I loved it all. The State Opera building is a true beauty: high rise seating, golden painted figurines, huge glowing chandeliers. I felt like royalty. I plan on visiting more operas within my lifetime. I find pure bliss in the elegance associated with the atmosphere.
A "Heart" Stopping Experience!!
WOW!! Today was awesome!! I just left an operating room where I saw a 65 year old man get an artificial heart transplant. All I can say is WOW!! Although I was unable to actually see the whole procedure, I was lucky enough to see the doctors attach tubes and machine to the patient’s heart and then stitch the patient’s chest back together. A million things were running thru my mind. Why did this man need the transplant? Was he married? Did he have a family and if so, where were they? How much pain would he be in when he woke up? My brain was in analysis overload. At first, I thought the sight of an open chest and blood would be mind boggling, especially the smell. But my stomach didn’t turn at all. I enjoyed every moment of the surgery. I find it amazing how long the doctors operate on the patient without breaks or time to spare. I was only in the operating room for 2 hours. The operation had to have been at least 6 hours long. I could go on and on about this experience. I wasn’t in an observation room. I was actually in the OR! A once in a lifetime experience…at least till I become a doctor myself.
It took me by surprise that the doctors joked around and laughed while performing the surgery. I thought doctors were supposed to be serious during those times. I guess when you know what you’re doing it doesn’t matter as much. I wish I spoke German. I’m still a little confuse about what all happened while observing the operation. It would have been so helpful if I knew what they were saying throughout the procedure. It sucks not being able to speak German and communicate effectively with natives. There were at least 7 people in the room at each and every moment, and surprisingly each one of them was needed for a particular task. Medicine is so amazing! Now if only I could understand the telemedicine concept. Dr. Roussel and Dr. Wasser both believe it will become increasingly important during my duration of practicing medicine. Not too sure how I feel about that. Guess I’ll cross that bridge when I stumble across it.
Doctors, Animals & Towers...Oh-My!!
What a day! Unfortunately, I had to visit a German eye doctor today. I consider it the perfect way to end the day after learning about the German healthcare system. According to the doctor who presented the healthcare lecture, the German healthcare system is just as flawed as the healthcare system in the states. However, I do believe there is one advantage to their healthcare system: everyone has healthcare insurance. But back to my visit. There’s nothing really wrong with me besides the fact I have a huge stye on my left eye. It doesn’t hurt at all; just itches really bad. A pharmacist insisted that I see a doctor when I tried to buy stye ointment.
Week 2 has come to an end. Five more days in counting. The veterinary events of this week were really interesting. Animal medicine seemed like a nice career path until my fellow classmates stuck their arms up a cow’s rear-end. Not my cup of tea so I’ll just stick with my interest in human medicine. I find it intriguing how the Germans care for their dogs as if they are human beings. It seems as if dogs have more privileges than humans: dogs can come in restaurants and malls, dogs wear clothes, and so much more. It’s too cute. Even Olaf has what I call the “German dog-fetish syndrome.”
This weekend was marvelous. A group of us drove to Paris! What an experience. The trip in itself was pretty expensive. Buying food was actually depressing. But I was able to take pictures from the top of the Eiffel Tower. Can you believe that? I would go back in a heartbeat. But I plan on waiting until I’m better financed.
So far, I’ve had a tour guide and a saleswoman laugh at our group for visiting Germany in the month of January. If only they knew I’m enjoying every moment of it. Yes, it is mighty cold but to be submerged in what I consider a “winter wonderland” is worth every shake and shiver. Dr. Wasser says this much snow is unusual. So I’m going to enjoy every moment of it before I depart Sunday.